research paper=done. HELL YES XD! deviantart still isnt working. i would answer those tags but i am exhausted. happy turkey day tomorrow! ^_^ food food wai!!!! I WANT FFX-2!!! AND I AM NOT A BRAT!!

-__- im gonna die...with school and stuff...and DA isnt letting me on...aggghhh...WHY IS EVERYTHING DUE ON DECEMBER 1ST?! I DONT UNDERSTAND IT!! WHAT IS WITH DECEMBER?!

*MOOD SWING* FFX-2!!! YAAAAIII!!! im too lazy to do a countdown right now u_u GAHHHH HOMEWORK *runs* i leave you with a piccy i drew of me ^_^ i wish i was really this cute T.T i also wish i could go on DA right now... *ADDICT*

anyway...today jane and i went to UCR to research for science fair. gahh we got so many books and we couldnt even understand them >.< so then we got really tired after 4 or 5 hours of research and all we did was whine about how tired and bored we were so jane was like "you wanna watch legally blonde 2?" and im like "YEAH!" so then we hunted around for an empty study room and when we finally found one she put out her brother's laptop and we watched it ^_^ how fun, ne? we didn't get to see it all cuz her mom and brother came to pick us up.

AAAAAAAHHHHHH MY CAT IS THROWING UP RIGHT NEXT TO ME!!!! O____O *turns away*

anywayz....poor kitty.... *cries* so after the UCR thing we went to tapioca world, which is like, this asian restaurant place, and the food there was really good @.@ the names of the food was so cute!!! i had a strawberry snow bubble with boba ^___^ i like boba. its yummy. but then i almost choked on it in the car T_T OH YEAHHH and they had manga on a shelf just to read, like magazines or newspaper....ISNT THAT AWESOME?! but it was all in chinese so it sucked T_T they had ranma too *sigh*

okee so school today was okay...it was just blah. the trouble started when i got home and tried doing my homework. well basically just that old man and the sea essay T_T i have already vented to everyone i was talking to when i was writing the thing so i suppose ive complained enough. or maybe its just cuz i have been mentally drained from thinking about what to WRITE for the essay. and then guess what? my dad printed out his script today so I AM OUT OF INK and guess what else? for the same reason I AM ALSO OUT OF PAPER!!!!! WHAT KINDA BAD TIMING IS THIS?!?!? OMFG!!!! HERE I GO WORKING MY ASS OFF FOR SOME CRAPPY OLD GUY AND SOME CRAPPY FREAKIN BOOK BY SOME GUY WHO COMMITTED SUICIDE AND WRITED ABOUT A DUDE WHO FISHES AND TALKS TO HIMSELF AND THE STUPID FISH AND WHO ENDS UP LOSING THE FISH AT THE END ANYWAY!!! HE SHOULDVE DIED SO THEN THE BOOK WOULDVE AT LEAST BEEN INTERESTING AT THE END AND WE COULDVE GONE "HA" >____< but NOOOO he just went to SLEEP and dreamt of those freakin LIONS *breathes in....breathes out....in....out* *calms down tamanna and christina told her to* u_u

anyway....at least yesterday was fun. ^_^ it raineeeeddddd and then at lunch since it was all cold ouside, me, kristen and jane went straight to the science building after PE and sat in the hallway. we didnt really feel like buying lunch so instead we raided the vending machines and got a cinnamon bun, a cinnamon poptart, strawberry and chocolate milk, fritos and cherry fruit snacks and we snuggled in our jackets and stuff and chowed down in the warmish/coldish hallways ^-^ kristen said it was like a sleepover with the junk food and stuff. i wish we had more nice moments like that -_- but instead we spend most of our time being angry and stressed out -___- what a great way to live. oh the joy of life. oh how WONDERFUL IB is X_x

i really wanna practice my art but i cant right now cuz of all this crap we gotta do. my mom got me this awesome book about how japanese artists color their art and it shows you step by step how to do it. i really hope i can learn how to make it look good...i wanna get as good as i can and practice a lot so i can actually start a manga and finish it. i have so many ideas floating around in my head and i SO wanna enter that contest next year, and when i do i want at least a CHANCE of winning and becoming famous.

what i dream world i live in. -_-

ah yes and i think i am addicted to edward elric from fullmetal alchemist ^^;; i mean i liked him before but with lisas influence of "HE IS SO FINE" and "DAMN EDWARD TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT" and "OMG HIS SHIRT IS OFF" i think i have become addicted ._. *points at lisa* ALL YOUR FAULT ONEE-CHAN!! *POINTPOINT*

*scarfs down candy* im glad there arent that many trick or treaters here ^-^ more candy for myeeeee!!! *wonders if cat and luis will come back later -_-* mru...i dont even know what to think anymore...there are so many fights going on at the moment...and i just wanna block out the world. today was a blah day. wrote a note to ronica in bio saying that we forgave her. she called me and left a message on my machine but i wasnt exactly in the mood to call her back -_- i got a D+ (at least it wasnt a D- >.<)on my geometry retake. woo. i am now getting a C in math when i used to get straight As in everything...GOD I HATE MR SPANGLER!! O.< oh yeah...this whole rivalry thing between ms veach and ms houseman is really getting old -_- its good it ends on monday. i mean, the freakin whole 5th period geography class tried to come into our 5th period bio, cept we were in lockdown so ms houseman had to lock the door and then so they were all pounding on our door since it was locked, and then so stupid neeraj who is a ms veach supporter went and opened the other door for them and they were all trying to get in and it was absolute chaos -_- it ended up with tess getting tackled to the ground in her princess dress and she was even BLEEDING, and kristen and therese yelling at neeraj threatening to throw their shoes at him cuz he was being such an idiot. and i was just kinda like "..." cuz everything was just...geez. i dont even know how to explain it. u_u it. is. just. FOOTBALL. >.< i cant believe ms veach would even lead a riot like that *sigh* the only thing good about today was the cold weather. *sigh* oh and i signed up for art club. note to self: meetings every thursday after school i am attempting to ink a pic with my old rapidographs -_- ugh...i hope no more trick or treaters come by. im just a bundle of joy today, arent i?

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WHYYY DOOOOO IIIII SIIIITTT NEXTTTT TOOO SOLLLL INNNN BIOOOO?!?! *CRIES*

essays suck. language arts sucks. school sucks -_- well not really school....just...work....and mr frog u_u (AKA ms veach....ah yes i have to email her telling her she sucks huh? i forgot O.<) friend problems are just as bad as essays.

Anyway...wow I only have one entry for October cuz my others got erased...ah well >.> Nothing much interesting happened anyway. Well, things happened but nothing worth mentioning. Except yesterday I went to help out at the Foothill Halloween carnival thing and I worked in the cafeteria and gave out food and stuff with Therese and Francis. It was funner than I thought it would be workin with the food ^^ The hotdogs were NASTY though! They were like, BATHED in fat and me and Therese kept looking at them like *gag* And when someone said "Can I have a hotdog? No wait...a burrito" Therese would go "I don't blame you..." and there was this one dude who was like "I don't NEED a tray." all manly like when we gave him his food and it was HILARIOUS! And then when Christina went to get Therese cotton candy, I asked for some too (Since Christina, Sara and Heather were working at the cotton candy place and we could get some for free) and then when she went and told Sara I wanted some, they accidentally dropped it and I shouted across the whole caferia "HEY I SAW THAT!!!" and they all started cracking up but I got a clean one in the end ^-^V Wheeehee!~

I also went to Kristen's yesterday, since her dad brought us to Foothill. IT WAS FUNNNN!! We watched The Nightmare Before Christmas, Lion King II and Anastasia ^-^ Cuz we're regressing, that we are *nodnod* Oh yeah...and two days ago was horrible...cuz Kristen thought I was mad at her when I was just having a bad day so we weren't talking to each other since I thought she was mad for me not saying anything when she told me something and so I wouldn't talk to her either and we both felt like crying T.T It sucked..but things are back to normal now ^_^ Phew!

OH YEAHHHH AND TARIQ IS MY SAVIOR!! HE GOT ME KH2 AND FFVII: CHILDREN OF THE ADVENT (FFVII Movie) SCREENSHOTS O___O I FREAKED OUT!!!! OMGGGG!!! I'll get some of the screens up later if I remember...SORAAAAA!!! I CAN'T WAIT TILL 2005!! GAHHHH!!! AND CLOUD LOOKS SO GOOD IN THE FFVII THING!!! EEEEEEEEP!!! O.O

*sighs* It feels so good to be back to the bloggy world ^-^ I feel so happy cuz ppl missed me *tears* I hope nothing disastrous happens again >.> Yeesh...I still gotta get my fanlistings and stuff back up but I'll do that later. I gotta go finish homework *SIGH* OH YEAH! Check out my DeviantART pleeezzzz ^-^ There's not much right now though but it's okee...

^^;;; aheh...off to do homework...